I'm relieved. I thought I couldn't handle it. I thought I'm not as good as I thought. I thought I will be going back the same like the year before this.
- i'm afraid to fail again until i met Perseverance and it made my day better -
Searching For Star 2011: I attended audition yesterday night. I sang Take A Bow - Rihanna. I have to perform it in front of many people while there are only 2 judges. =) They're only choosing 10 people to go for Semi-Final. So, I didn't put much hope in it. Because I love to do so.
Outgoing Exchange: Held a department meet yesterday. It's like finally I could express my feeling during the department meet. Because we hardly could get a full attendance. I talked and commented a lot about them. I hope this could really get them back and they will have passion towards OGX in the coming time. I'm happy for some of them that really put hard work for our department.
Stuff : Things are on track now. I hope everything could come out or a lil slight different as planned. I want to send people out ! DESPERATELY !
Heartache : My money. I'm attending MC + MCVPs Election, AMAN, MyLDS. These cost me a large amount of money.
Mood : I'm still happy because I can share everything, even my thoughts to people around me.
- you have the power to influence the people around you. How you want them to be? -
- what goes around, comes around. you contribute more, you gain more. that's it -
As what the title told. I have some business to settle this week.
Recruitment Drive, Info Session, as usual Classes. It sounds so little but it will be a hectic week.
Let skip that, I advised a friend today. I hope it made a better situation for you already. =)
to everyone who is reading this :
- Remember : Life is filled with Challenges that You couldn't escape. So, deal with it. -
- if the desire for you to achieve something is like how much you want to breathe,
I've had a couple of happy days. Let me list down to you what happened that made me happy.
- I presented with Lee Teng during EDDIE FM (fyi, is a session where we have to tell people about our global/national news). And seriously, it's my mistake
i volunteered myself and yet i forgot, because I just get to know on that day I'm the one who is supposed to hold that session. It turns out, Successfully done.
- I shared my AIESEC Experience at the same day. I shared my experience to snoopy, may xian & yuen siok. It feels great when people is listening to your experience and it actually motivated them and most importantly they knew more about me. I told one of my small future plan to you guys.
- Outgoing Exchange department
my departmentheld an info session yesterday. It was successful. I was so happy for all of my teammates.
- I'm joining SFS competition. I'm happy because singing is one of my favorite moment of all time.
I'm afraid that I couldn't really deliver the result that what I want and what others want. Pressure sometimes turn into stress. I worry a lot, people don't see me like this easily. So is this a good or bad? For me, is good for them. Whenever I feel demotivated, I will think of my home, I want to go home and do nothing but just be with my family especially my little cute sister. I know they are putting a very high hope on me, so this is the motivation that keeps me until now, even my decisions.
- if the motivation can't motivate you, maybe that is not the right one -
It's had been a complicated weeks since I'm back here.
Mid Term exam, AIESEC work, Studies, Assignment, Presentation & etc.
I don't know why now I'm feeling complicated inside me. Sometimes you yourself couldn't tell why you felt so.
There's no such thing as people changing. You only get to know them better.
I think I should stand on my own opinion, people tend to make fun of you because they will think that he-won't-get-angry-although-how-many-times-I'm-doing-that. But the fact is : I Do. I mind sometimes. I thought you will know that.I'm smiling every time you see me, I'm happy every time you talk to me, but I know I'm hiding something inside me.- every Human has a limitation deep down in their heart. I'm a Human -
She's my friend since primary school,
He's my friend during secondary school.
They were couple since 2007.
And, now they come together as one on 11.11.11.
I truly wish both of them will go together as long as it would be. It's once in a lifetime, they are getting married.
I'm excited and happy for them.
- Will you marry me? Yes, I DO ! -
I know my blog had been dead for few months, but seriously I have to do this. =)
We have a short term from 6 - 8 weeks, and a long term 6 months - 1.5 years. If you're hesitating, or doubting, clear your doubts by questioning me anytime. Please do. =)
- Only you yourself are able to experience this life changing experience,
no one else could do this for you -
Apologize.
I apologize for the long absent.
I don't know who is it keep hacking into my account and change my password. Seriously, this is a problem !
then, I managed to reset my password and here I am.
Well, nothing much from me, it's quite late. I'll elaborate my wonderful and joyful semester break with you. there are tons of good and bad feelings.
Someone hacked in and changed my password.
Thank God I manage to trace back and change my password to a new one through my email.
Whoever it is. I'm back here again. you may Just Go Back and learn how to be a better hacker before you want to hack someone's account !
Thanks a lot.
Well, it's the end of day three now. I'm so so happy and I want to share some of my experience here.
thinking of giving up? find a reason to Motivate yourself and trust me,
you will go through it.
This is the first day here as Volunteer. Gone through briefings.
And I know people more, and more people.
Just gone through a sharing session. Feel that it's fabulous that actually you didn't see any barriers or hidings among us. So this is the purpose of sharing right? Ya, you got it just right.
there is always a word : TRUST : that people couldn't resist from you
gonna buzz off now. the Launching of Youth Nation Summit is coming in few hours time.






