Keep Your Faith

i didn't post anything emotional right yesterday? no i didn't. that is not emotional. is just a serious way of addressing my thoughts.

i decided to take effort and show my sincerity of what i'm gonna do. there is no use keep staying at the same ground blaming or depressing of why it happened. the best thing to sort things out is to listen to both side's opinion. i just knew one side's, but it doesn't matter for me anymore now. i'll take it as a motivation for me to reach what i'm aiming right now. at least.

i've heard some truth about something that i wouldn't even know if i didn't ask. so it's good to be curious, as curiosity kills a cat. but it didn't pull me down. i wonder sometimes people don't really see things very much detail that makes them, what word to use to describe the situation, got it, 'narrowed'. it narrow down your thoughts and vision about the thing it actually is and how you actually felt about it.

i might not be the best, but i'm working on it to be. what else can i say is : judge me and i'll prove you wrong.
that's no right or wrong of being this way, i value myself more than how people value me. i believe the world doesn't fall apart because of one, there are still many behind holding you up.

i may not dislike you, i just realized how you make me realized what action should i take. thank you #

I'm home for holiday which I'm supposed to study. Let's celebrate Christmas first. =)

to whom you're there reading this, one of my Christmas is to wish you "to believe yourself and not giving up, no matter in your studies or etc reasons that make you holding till now".

It's a short post to tell you I'm home.

I'm glad and excited because we "BOXX" performed quite well today at Kachi Fest (one of the event in my Uni). Everyone paid effort in it and bring a success to our performance. Well done everyone.

I'm going back to my hometown for few days due to MC Election (it's an election for member committee AIESEC in Malaysia) and I'm one of the representative from AIESEC in UUM. And of course LEAD Program by AIESEC in Malaysia as well. It's rather long to explain it here. =)

I'm relieved. I thought I couldn't handle it. I thought I'm not as good as I thought. I thought I will be going back the same like the year before this.

- i'm afraid to fail again until i met Perseverance and it made my day better -

Searching For Star 2011: I attended audition yesterday night. I sang Take A Bow - Rihanna. I have to perform it in front of many people while there are only 2 judges. =) They're only choosing 10 people to go for Semi-Final. So, I didn't put much hope in it. Because I love to do so.

Outgoing Exchange: Held a department meet yesterday. It's like finally I could express my feeling during the department meet. Because we hardly could get a full attendance. I talked and commented a lot about them. I hope this could really get them back and they will have passion towards OGX in the coming time. I'm happy for some of them that really put hard work for our department.

Stuff : Things are on track now. I hope everything could come out or a lil slight different as planned. I want to send people out ! DESPERATELY !

Heartache : My money. I'm attending MC + MCVPs Election, AMAN, MyLDS. These cost me a large amount of money.

Mood : I'm still happy because I can share everything, even my thoughts to people around me.

- you have the power to influence the people around you. How you want them to be? -

- what goes around, comes around. you contribute more, you gain more. that's it - 

As what the title told. I have some business to settle this week.

Recruitment Drive, Info Session, as usual Classes. It sounds so little but it will be a hectic week.
Let skip that, I advised a friend today. I hope it made a better situation for you already. =)

to everyone who is reading this :

- Remember : Life is filled with Challenges that You couldn't escape. So, deal with it. -

 

- if the desire for you to achieve something is like how much you want to breathe,

I've had a couple of happy days. Let me list down to you what happened that made me happy.

that should be me, I will be.

- if the motivation can't motivate you, maybe that is not the right one -

It's had been a complicated weeks since I'm back here.
Mid Term exam, AIESEC work, Studies, Assignment, Presentation & etc.

I don't know why now I'm feeling complicated inside me. Sometimes you yourself couldn't tell why you felt so.

There's no such thing as people changing. You only get to know them better.

- every Human has a limitation deep down in their heart. I'm a Human -

- Will you marry me? Yes, I DO ! -